Spade was the first born of his litter then it was his sister cold and his brother coal. they all came from his mother ,Callie was a pure white she-cat with blue eyes, unlike his father who was a male cat with pitch black fur and yellow eyes. spade never remembered much about his birth until the day he and his siblings opened their eyes and this is where our story begins. spade woke up with a yawn and the sight of an empty den,he got up and stretched out his body then padded outside to find his mother and siblings playing but his father was nowhere to be found but he didn't think much of it. spade being a rather large Kit fitting in wasn't easy for him the other Kits would tease him which didnt please his father, spade's father thought his son was better than the others including his other children. spade's father crackedsoul wanted to begin his training early but his mother disagreed she thought he should enjoy his life as a Kit which made his father furious.one night with out his mother knowing spade's father kidnapped him, taking him away from his mother and siblings. his father began training him, but his training isn't what you would excpect, if spade messed up even a little his father would either beat him, starve him, or leave him alone. growing up like this spade became hostile and never really trusted people who showed him the least bit of kindness, spade always thought of his mother how sweet and kind she was, he also thought how did his mother end up with a souless monster like his father. one day while his father was away he decided it was time to leave and find his mother and siblings, he walked for days remembering each scent of that night he was kidnapped, until he finally found his birth place. he walked around looking for his mother, everyone stared at him like they knew who he was, a cat came up to him and asked him - are you spade"? he looked down at the cat and replied -yes". the cat began to explain about the war that had happened in his clan and that his siblings ran off, as for his mother, she didn't make it. spade felt his heart drop as he tried to believe what he was hearing, his sweet beautiful mother was gone and he came all this way just to hear her and hug her again. until he found out his father was part of it, a sudden rage took over him as he ran back into the direction where he had came from, once he got back he saw his father, then he ran and tackled him , his blue eyes lookig into his father's, - did you kill my mother" he got no response, - ANSWER ME!" he yelled. his father finally responded, -she made you weak, i made you strong ,you would have been nothing, not with your mother holding you back but now you have reached your full potential and she is no longer a problem, he said in a chuckle.". spade hissed and snapped his neck, killing his own father,- ill see you in the darkforest" he said before walking away. he started walking north, he was walking through a forest until he heard a light chuckle, he looked up and saw a small light grey she-cat in the tree, she looked at him and smiled. spade gave a light blush and his heart thumped. what is this feeling he thought as he never felt it for anyone before. - what's ur name" asked the she-cat, -spade" he replied. - i'm molly" she answerd, she hopped out the tree and onto the ground , spade stood completely still. she pat him on the nose with her tail, -if you need a place to stay follow me", spade knew not to but he did, a few months later him and molly became mates, he loved her very much, then one day things became out of hand another war broke out but this time molly was their captive, they told spade he either had to kill the one he loved or his clan would be dust, he couldn't do it, molly looked at him, tears in her eyes she told her love" do it spade dont worry about me you must save the clan" spade just stood there, molly moved to him and told him" just remember i will always love you ". "spade wrapped his jaws around he neck gently, tears welled in his eyes" he tightened gently feeling his love's body go limp." after that he knew he had to leave the clan but he kept molly in his heart. a few years later spade still roams around in search of something is it love, happiness, acception, or forgivness?, no one knows. but till this day he still will never be able to trust anyone.
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